Me...In my own skin...

Jul. 15th, 2007

03:28 pm - HaPpY bIrThDaY!!!

SARA...im so sorry...i know this isnt your real birthday, but i was out of town, and i didnt have a computer to use...but anyways im sorry and happy late birthday...as of JULY 4TH... and Happy forth of July too!!!I love you so much and wish you were here to celebrate your birthday with us...i never ever though i would feel so alone on the 4th of july but...i guess i was way wrong!
anyways i hope you had fun and i wish you were still here!

I LOVE YOU LOTS,
MONIQUE<3

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Jul. 3rd, 2007

01:52 pm - HEY BABY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

HEY BRI-BRI,

I love you and miss you so much...it would have been your birthday today...you would have been 15!!! Its so hard to keep you off my mind today...
You dont even know how much i miss you...I still cant believe your gone...its not fair...what happened and why? well i guess i will never know now...but just to let you know i miss you everyday and i love you every moment and happy birthday...its really hard to celebrate this date now...its more sad now... i hate to see that happen but its the day you were born and your not even here any more...i still love you though and that will never change... today is now more a day to remember the great memories we had together...

i love you lots...

peace baby... monique

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Jul. 2nd, 2007

10:02 am - Tragedy Means Loss...

Feel your pain,
Let your weakness drain,
it all ends now, let us meet to see the remains...of the emptyness you set aside for the waking of tomarrow, and of everyday
The pain lived with deserving sorrow, make way for the ending of tomarrow.
Lock the door, Hide the key, Kiss everyone goodbye and say goodnight...
you gave up...
DONT ASK ME!!!

There is always a way out of things...

This is just a little reminded to everyone,
to actually give life a good chance, before you give up...

BY: Monique

Current Mood: creative

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Jul. 1st, 2007

07:29 pm - This is How I Feel About Things...

Ok so there is a problem... something i can handle... not sure!!!
One of my good friends happens to like my ex-boyfriend,but i kinda still like him...opppppssss...this is so hard trying to be a good friend but going behind her back isnt going to make it any better...i guess i better find someone else... but i cant he is one of a kind... there is no other like him!!!i cant do this i cant think right now...this is to much...this is going on no longer...im violated...i guess i have to choose...i cant oh my gosh what a hard decision...not one like it in my life!!!

LOVE=HURTING A LOT!!!

PEACE OUT...THERE HAS TO BE A SOLUTION!!!

*MONIQUE*

Current Mood:

crushed

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Jun. 30th, 2007

05:38 pm - well i guess my life story...

Hi sorry i didnt do this when i created my profile...
but ummmmm... My name is Monique and i go to PSHS which rocks,but anyways i am going into 10 grade after summer and i am so excited!!! Hopefully this is a much better year and i finally have a chance of expanding my goals and creating my achivements...i love sports especially Volleyball, and Soccer they are the best...I love all of my friends and would do anything for anyone of them,and I love my family so frickin much nothing would be possible without them, I love to shop, travel, hangout, meet new people, and i love music...oh wait and a huge part of my life is BOYS...i love to boy watch!!!anyways thats me and i hope i get to know you more.. talk to you later...

*peace*

~Monique~

Current Mood: accomplished

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05:28 pm - Brian Beringer

WOW... WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO???
well let me tell you i have no idea...
Brian you hott troublemaker you, i cant believe you were sad inside all along and after seeing you every day of my life i had no idea... you were always the one to make me laugh when i was sad...but now that i think back it wasnt easy to make you laugh...i loved you so much and there was never anything that could change that... i miss you like crazy and still cant handle the fact that your gone... you have to come back you absolutly must my dear...

i love you in the day and in the night not a split second goes by when im not thinking of you...i love you lots and lots rest in peace till i see you again... love,
Moniqueee

Current Mood:

depressed

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04:41 pm - Sara Gallegos

GEEEEZZZZZ...Not again, not all over again... Sara why did you take your life my friend, why did you follow in joshy's wrong path, why did you solve your problems that way, WHY? Remembering the good and mourning the bad... im always hoping you would come back...volleyball is so boring without our Sara there but you are often though of and never ever forgotten...
I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH...
NOT ONE PERSON WOULD BE ABLE TO FORGET YOUR LOVING FACE AND YOUR PRETTY SMILE!!!!

~Rest in Peace Forever~
Love, Monique <3

Current Mood:

angry

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Dec. 29th, 2006

11:09 pm - Joshua Austin

I loved Josh very much...but now he is not here any more he took a path that made him decide he shouldnt be on earth any more.It makes me sad that he is gone and that I will never see him again.I miss him so much and I hope he is watching over me... because he is MY GARDIAN ANGEL you know...

peace bebe love ya lots and definatly miss you...

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